just got back from visiting my grandmother at the hospital.
I got so upset, I called into work and told them I wasn’t coming in. I just can’t handle that many strangers right now after getting so anxious about my grandma.
It’s the saddest thing, seeing her so helpless and unaware of what’s going on. She’s yelling at everybody because she’s so confused and stressed, but she can’t hear because she’s deaf and doesn’t want to wear her hearing aid right now, and she can’t focus her vision to see anything/anybody because of the brain hemorrhage. My grandmother didn’t even acknowledge that I was there for the whole two hours.
Shit’s rough. I’m scared she’s never going to go back to normal.
Oh, and they had my mom/sister sign a “do not resuscitate” form. Cherry on top, man, seeing that.
